This crazy week of ginormous amounts of food is coming to an end. I was good in sticking to my dinner plan however I didn’t stick to my plans for other meals. I’m disappointed in this choice because long term this does not help me in recovery. All it does is reinforce skipping meals is a way of life and not harmful to my health. I’m disappointed I’m not able to stick to a plan or pull from positive behaviors to overcome what is harmful. I’m disappointed. I’m trying to remind myself of the realization I made several weeks ago and only count this as one simple mistake but knowing it’s been every day this week makes that a million times more difficult. The meal craziness continues for the next week too. Then in a few weeks I leave or Hawaii. I feel huge just thinking about it.